Is there anything wrong with me?

hi there let me start by sayin you are normal. Maybe you don't understand what people say because they're not sayin anythin interesting ( I am exactly the same) . Seriously people can be cruel and nasty. They are obviously bored with their own small lives that they have to try and make other peoples life hell. You are normal, a lot of us out there day dream. I'm sorry that you are going through this alone. Is there anyone you can talk to -a teacher, doctor or family member. It does help to talk to someone. I do think you have a bit of depression which is normal, a lot of people do have but most won't admit to it. I had depression and i found it hard to sleep, had headaches etc but i got help from my doctor and it helped. It is hard to build up your self-esteem when small minded peopled keep knocking you down. I really think you do need to tak to someone and make you realise that you are a beautiful, normal girl. Your life is ahead of you and soon you will leave school and never have to look at those ignornant people again. Keep going, talk to someone. Its not easy to admit to what you have you are very brave for doing that and that is your first step. I hope this helps in some way. Your life is ahead of you.x